A realization from failing at this many times - performing a task is rarely difficult. Getting around to start it without worrying about the entire possible and probable chain of events that might happen later on is the real hard part.
For an over-thinker, it is hard not to indulge oneself in all likely scenarios of what might and might not happen in the future, to burden oneself with guilt for not doing something you've agreed with yourself to do, to wonder what is wrong with you if you commit a mistake.
And this is what makes it hard to stick, rather to make discipline a part of your life. The over thinking.
